... The End

Time passed too quickly again and a semestre is ending. This word " end" scares me terribly, it reminds me inevitability of getting old and the time which separated for me will finish. After these joyful years of studentship, suddenly the concreate wall of awful truth will hit me, fear of unknown will defeat me. So today i am greatful for everything i have, because when these happy years will pass and after years of unknown will pass, i will definately know the time for me is finished and memories of today will ease my fear. Also Sonja thank you because only concern of me know is a little presentation and a 1-2 pages of work but you left a great amount of memories through my studentship. It is really hard to say good bye's.

White Doll, Black Doll. Which one is the nice doll?

While i was surfing through the web, a video which i shared from facebook mounths ago came across me. We havent read Bluest Eye than, this video is totally about inferior complex of black kids. In video little kids are asked to choose between a black doll and a white doll, every little black kid choose the white one and they say that ugly and dangereous one is black. They also say that good and beautiful one is the white. There is the link, it is a bit dramatic.             


www.youtube.com/watch?v=WG7U1QsUd1g

Bluest eye

Discrimination and racism through black people is out my perception, black population in Turkey is extreamly low that they could could be individualy counted. When I read texts like this it feels so awkward, but now I understand that how hard was life for a black people on those years. All the pain that they suffered archieved them a great success, Barack Obama. US has a black president today, race that used for slavery, burned alive, raped, humiliated and even didn't had permission to enter a house from the front entrance is now sitting on the "White House". Time changes everything doesn't it the proof?